I’ve cried, my…

I've cried, my heart is in pain.
Tears seems never have an ending.
It's heavy like a full drops of rain.
My soul feels drowning.
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Now that I realize that I really need YOU
That I really want YOU.
That I can't ever let you go.
Please say you'll never go.
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My LOVE now is in
nothing
fragile
emotion
sensation
mystery
weakness
blind
cruel
sorrows
mistake
fear & pain
 
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My heart is bleeding.
I wish time would come back.
the memories that full of love.
I am so insecure and mad
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Why you always brings me down.
that my heart goes through pain.
I know that I am a fool
because WHY? why?
Why it's you? Why just only you?

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That made me suffer like this.
It is not fair for me,
You know that i am on the top too.
you know that i am not just a woman.
stand by out there & anywhere
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But why instead of them
who truly shows that they're care for me
why i just have only attention on you.?
my focus
my attention
my time
really no cared to anybody
But why?
why you're so cold
so cruel
I am sad
so terrible in pain.
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Still I need you, even though
still i like you
Still i want you,
Still i care for you and
Still I love you.
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Love is blind my love
You teach me that
That's what I am now
Crazy so blind loving you